After a hurricane comes a rainbow :)
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Angela / Freda / Peishi / Peixuan / Sharon / Tongs
/ Saturday, August 27, 2011 @ 3:11 AM
Everything's just too overwhelming I guess nobody understands even if I explain so what's the pt. Really tired right now but smth's keeping me awake and I really hate this feeling. In a confused state of mind w this really weird swirl of emotions within me which I can't describe or explain there's just smth weighing down in my heart. I know the ache I'm going through is nothing compared to what I'm putting you through but fact is I'm not feeling good either. People will probably think it's BS since I'm the cruel one in the first place, but I can only say don't judge if you've never been through the same experience cause you'll never understand. I guess this mixture of guilt and ache will stay for quite some time to haunt me down; good luck to me thanks everybodyyy.
Everything's just too overwhelming I guess nobody understands even if I explain so what's the pt. Really tired right now but smth's keeping me awake and I really hate this feeling. In a confused state of mind w this really weird swirl of emotions within me which I can't describe or explain there's just smth weighing down in my heart. I know the ache I'm going through is nothing compared to what I'm putting you through but fact is I'm not feeling good either. People will probably think it's BS since I'm the cruel one in the first place, but I can only say don't judge if you've never been through the same experience cause you'll never understand. I guess this mixture of guilt and ache will stay for quite some time to haunt me down; good luck to me thanks everybodyyy.
