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Angela / Freda / Peishi / Peixuan / Sharon / Tongs
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/ Tuesday, May 31, 2005 @ 9:34 PM
had remedials today~ emaths amaths physics and ss. then today was the sg poly trip.. can dont attend ss lessons.. i didnt sign up for it one. but think of ss lessons so sian.. plus more than half the class were going off. so i went off too lols~ went with siaohwee kahhuei sizheng boxiong rex and emmerson. reached there at ard 1.. didnt have our lunch.. but ate abit during the reception though. hmm.. the whole lot of us - plus chintow peishi etc etc - went to the chemical and life sciences block. it was so boring when he talked and talked can. then he formed us into groups to try out and see the different machines or whatever you call them. blablabla.. then rex was at a different course.. his course ended early. then me sh kh and bx went all the way back to the conference centre to find him. it was so long can. it was like going from one end to the other lols.. but also partly cause we were bored la.. almost got lost anyway. but its fun running here and there. hahaha.. then went back to the lifesci block lors.. joined the rest halfway on a tour to the different labs.. lifescience is interesting. like it ^^ but. i wana go jc~ =) after that did the feedback surveys then released liaos.. waited for sizheng and meihong. their courses haven end ma.. then went bugis with sh kh mh sz and rex. ate dinner.. shopped ard for some stuff.. kept seeing lecia and yanting. we have fate haha.. erm then went home at 7 plus 8. took 197 with rex. so tired..
/ Monday, May 30, 2005 @ 8:06 PM
o lvl cl is over ! happy and sad today. happy cause its over and sad cause i think i must retake it.. >_<~ duno how to do quite a few.. it was quite difficult ba. i dont wana retake >_<~~ but its impossible for me to get an A la.. with my standard and this kind of paper. hais.. anyway. went with bibi siaohwee sizheng and boxiong to bedok interchange.. met kahhuei then went to eat.. then met the whole bunch of 4g guys.. too many. lazy to name out all lols.. then me bibi sh kh bx and sz went to sz house.. took soccer ball and bball to his house there de street soccer court. bomba jiayin zeyun meihong and jiacai were there too.. the guys kicked.. except huixiang and zongyuan. idled ard.. talked with those two guys.. etc etc. went home at 5 plus 6. =)
/ Friday, May 27, 2005 @ 6:15 PM
today is Be Yourself Day cum Heartstrings Day. on be yourself day.. we can wear whatever we want to sch and be ourselves. Lol~ all 4f people + mrs kong wore 4f class tee. =) there were supposed to be 3 lessons but no one teached la.. so we did our maths assignment and stuffs~ at 945 we went down for heartstrings day.. think this year's heartstrings day abit boring. walked so many rounds ard all the stalls but didnt buy anything much la.. 2003 and 2004 ones were nicer. haha.. but still.. had fun ba. fengmei was cranky today, as usual. went to the 5a classroom then played the hamster maze thingy.. i think we played at least 3 times altogether.. Lols. won 2 packets of yupi sweets, 2 mirrors and 1 comb. hahaha.. gave 1 mirror and 1 comb to huijoo lols~ then got another one is to break the code thingy. then the tokens were packets of sweets. they gave us two cause me and fm both played. then fm eat finish the sweet le.. went back to ask them how come they gave her an empty plastic bag. then they really gave us another packet. then one packet got 5 ma.. fm ate 2.. then went back again. ask how come other packet got 5 sweets hers only got 3. then we kept taking and taking. when heartstrings day abt to over le.. we went there and took alot of packets~ LOL ! [ sorry tow ! im supposed to be sugar-free. haha.. ] then after that go hall.. got fashion show. tow and rex represented our class.. it was quite boring la. hmm then over le.. went back to class. take back report bk ! improved from last year's L1R5 to this mid-yr but deproved from CA1 to now. =( but.. there's no point grieving over it la.. whats done cant be undone and we cant turn back time~ so work hard for the future. =) after sch went to tm with fengmei chintow and peishi.. ate pizza hut ! was famished man. eat til quite full. haha.. after that walk walk awhile then went home le.. hmm. o lvl cl is 3 days from now.. the weekend is a great time to study cl so.. work hard ppl ! get B3 and above ah. =)
/ Monday, May 23, 2005 @ 11:46 PM
yay~ im sugar-free.
i love chintow ! =9
/ Saturday, May 21, 2005 @ 8:43 PM
had brunch with family at hans today~ then went shopping with my mum at parkway.. it feels great to shop with my banker. opps. hahaha~ jk. =) bought 4 tops in total. Lol~ was planning to buy more but the clothes didnt fit~ so.. too bad. then went with parents to my ' old ' house~ see all the constructions and stuff. think stayed there for at least an hour plus or so. then go with them to the interior designer there. at toa payoh~ talk and talk. discuss and discuss. think got at least 3 hrs lols.. it was so boring~ then went home at ard 7. hmm.. i miss bibi ! >_<~ Lol..
/ Friday, May 20, 2005 @ 6:37 PM
L1R5 = 17. how great.. from 13 to 17 >_<~~ stupid stupid results. got C6 for my bio.. stupid and stupider. was aiming for my lowest grade to be C5.. and bio spoiled it all~ one more mark to C5 can. but he dont want give me marks >_<~ argh. whatever ba.. CA1 was really just an illusion. anyway.. im gonna do intensive tys-ing during the june hols ! must improve for block tests. =) so.. jiayou everyone ! let the results of mye be our motivation ! so that the next time we get back our exam scripts we will be all smiles instead. =) hmm.. had lessons til 9+.. then short recess.. then went to the hall for vesak day celebration. mdm heng came back ! Lol.. then after that went with chintow bomba meihong peishi and xiujin to bedok dere de jap restaurant. yum yum~ haha.. then after that still quite early.. dont wana go home so early ma.. so me tow mh and bomba sit mrt train til boon lay lols.. peishi and xiujin went home. gossiped and gossiped !~ i love gossiping. hahaha. had a fun day today. =)
/ Thursday, May 19, 2005 @ 5:01 PM
got back all our results except bio today~ hmm.. had A1 for emaths and amaths.. A2 for chem. B3 for physics.. B4 for chinese. and C5 for english + humans. overall.. not v satisfied with my results. deproved in my chem el and humanities. >_<~ at this rate i guess i shld say bye to tjc.. arghhh. whatever.
/ Wednesday, May 18, 2005 @ 6:39 PM
went to bibi's house at 12~ met kahhuei and sizheng at aljunied mrt at 1230. saw changming and kakwai.. all of us went to tm lols.. we separated when mingyi came.. but in the end we 4 went to find them la.. so went together. Lol~ only bought two pairs of earrings today.. there's practically lesser and lesser things to shop for.. im spending lesser and lesser money on shopping. is that a gd thing? Lol~ but thats only for ytd and today la. haha.. hmm.. then walk walk walk.. go arcade.. ohya. saw fengmei and eeshuen~ Lol.. fengmei is a dumb mushroom. si mo gu~ hahaha. hmm then went off at ard 4+.. cause bibi have tuition ma. gonna meet her later again. =) anyway.. tmr is the day ! the day we get back our mid-yr results. Lol~ bless me with gd results. =)
/ Tuesday, May 17, 2005 @ 6:33 PM
yay yay yay ! mye is officially over ! ^^ hahaha. hmm.. took amaths P2 today. i found it harder than P1 leh. but others thought otherwise lols.. that stupid circular measure qns~ argh ! ytd tuition we went through amaths tys.. then got one qns we both duno how to do. then so suay it came out in today's paper. Lol~ knew how to do one leh.. budden. did one qns wrongly. so wasted~ nvm la. anyway its over. =) went out after that.. watched the amityville horror. its nc-16 ! Lol.. when enter the theatre the person never check IC one.. then go inside le.. got one auntie come in check. at first she was saying only after birthdays then can watch. then she saw mine.. haven officially 16 lols~ then she was like in a fix. but in the end she just told me ' shhh ' then walked off. hahaha~ anyway. the show was.. quite scary. violence man. Lol~ went to alot of places today.. saw alot of ppl too. walked alot.. so tired~ going out again tmr. yay~ =)
/ Sunday, May 15, 2005 @ 9:05 PM
im sick and tired of biology.
my brain has reached its maximum absorption.
tmr's paper is a gone case >_<~
ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh !
/ Friday, May 13, 2005 @ 9:09 PM
haven blogged for a long long time.. anyway. 2 more papers and say bye to midyear ! =) intensive bio this weekend lols~ hmm.. overall. all the papers were quite managable ba. except some didnt have enough time to check through.. duno whether can score well.. but really hope to score well in this midyr ! =) got a 21/30 for my english paper 1 section 2. but failed my paper 2.. 23/50. so disapponted man. >_<~ cause of that stupid summary. but never mind.. learn from our failures ! Lol. then got 32/40 for my physics paper 1. but that was due to mr gui giving me and fengmei some hints la.. if not i would have got lower i guess. haha.. hmm had bio remedial today. mr jo went through with us sec 3 topics we were blur in. sort of understand better now. =) but still not very confident of my bio la.. hmm. thats abt all~ work hard for the remaining 2 days of exams ! jiayou jiayou. =)
/ Saturday, May 07, 2005 @ 2:31 PM
this is a nice love story. =)
It all started when I was 6 years old. While I was playing outside on my farm in California, I met a boy. He was an average kind or boy who teased you and then you chased them and beat them up. After that first meeting in which I beat him up and we kept on meeting and beating each other up at the fence. I would tell him all my secrets. He was very quiet and would just listen to what I had to say. I found him easy to talk to and I could talk to him about everything. In school we had separate friends but when we got home, we would always talk about what happened in school.
One day, I said to him that a guy I liked hurt me and broke my heart, he just comforted me and said everything would be okay. He gave me words of encouragement and helped me get over him. I was happy and thought of him as a real friend. But I knew that there was something else about him that I liked. I thought of it that night and figured it was just a friend kind of thing that I was feeling. All through high school and even through graduation we were always together and of course I thought of it as being friends. But I knew deep inside that I really felt differently.
On graduation night even though we had different dates to the prom I wanted to be with him. That night after everyone went home, I went to his house and wanted to tell him that I wanted to see him. Well, that night was my big chance and all I did was just sit there with him watching the stars and talking about what I was going to do and what he was going to do. I looked into his eyes and listened to him talk about what his dream was. How he wanted to get married and settle down. He said how he wanted to be rich and successful. All I could do was to tell him my dream and cuddle next to him. I went home hurting because I didn’t tell him how I was feeling. I wanted to tell him so bad that I loved him but I was too scared and frightened. I let my feelings go and told myself that someday I would tell him how I felt.
All through college I wanted to tell him but he always had someone with him. After graduation he got a job in New York. I was happy for him but at the same time, I was sad to see him go. I was sad also because I didn’t get to tell him how i felt.So I just kept it to myself and watched him go on the plane. I cried as I hugged him for what I felt was going to be the last time. I went home that night and cried my eyes out. I felt hurt that I didn’t tell him what I had inside my heart. Well, I got a job as a secretary and then worked my way to a computer analyst. I was proud of what I had accomplished.
One day, I got a letter with an invitation to a marriage. It was from him, I was happy and sad at the same time. Now I know I could never be with him and that we could only be friends. I went to the wedding next month. It was a big occasion. The big church wedding and the reception at the hotel. I met the bride and of course him. I fell in love one more time. But I held back so it wouldn’t spoil what should be that happiest day in his life. I tried to have fun that night but it was killing me inside watching him being so happy and me trying to be happy covering my sadness tears inside of me. I left New York feeling that I did the right thing. Before I left on the flight,he came running out of nowhere and said his good-byes and how he was very happyto see me. I came home and tried to forget about what went in New York. I had to get on with my life.
As years went on, we wrote to each other on what was going on and how he had missed talking to me. On one occasion he never wrote back to me at all. I was getting all worried as to why he hadn’t written anything for a long time after I had written 6 letters to him. Well, just as everything seemed hopeless and sad in my life, I got a note that said: “meet me at the fence where we used to talk about things”. I went and saw him there. I was happy to see him, but he was broken hearted and sad inside.We hugged until we couldn’t breathe anymore. Then he went to the house and talkedand laughed about what had been going and to catch up on old times. But in all this,I couldn’t tell him how I felt about him. In the days that followed, he had fun and forgot about all his problems and his divorce. I fell in love again with him. When it was time for him to leave to New York, I went to see him off and cried. I hated to see him leave. He promised to see me every time he could get a vacation. I couldn’t wait forhim to come so I could be with him.
One day, he didn’t show up like he said he would. I figured that he might have been busy, the days turned into months and I just forget about it. Then I got a call one day from a lawyer in New York. The lawyer said that he had died in a car accident going to the airport, and that it took this long till everything was settled. It broke my heart; I was shocked about what took place. Now I knew why he didn’t come that day. Again, I was broken-hearted. I cried that night, cried tears of sadness and heartache. Asking questions like why did this happen to a kind guy like him?
I gathered my things and went to New York for the reading of his will. Of course, were given to his family and ex-wife. I finally got to meet her since the last time we met at the wedding. She explained to me how he was and how he always provided.But he was always unhappy. She would always try everything but she couldn’t get him happy, as he was on the night at their wedding. When the will was read, the one thing that was given to me was a diary. It was a diary of his life. I cried as it was given to me. I didn’t know what to think. Why was this given to me? I took it and flew back to California.
As I flew on the plane, I remembered the good times that we had together. I started reading the diary and what was written. The diary was started with the day we first met. I read on till I started to cry. The diary told of him saying that he had fallen in love with me that day I was broken hearted. But he was too afraid to tell me what he felt.That was why he was so quiet and liked to listen to me. It told of how he wanted to tell me so many times, but was too afraid to say anything. It told of when he went to New York and fell in love with another. How the happiest time he had was seeing me and dancing with me at the wedding. He said he imagined it was our wedding. How he was always unhappy till he had no choice but to divorce his wife. How the best time in his life was to read the letters written to him by me. Finally, the diary ended when it said, “today I will tell her that I love her”. It was the day he was killed. The day I was finally going to find out what was really in his heart. If you love someone, don’t wait till tomorrow to tell him/her. Maybe the next day will never come.
/ Tuesday, May 03, 2005 @ 9:47 PM
had our bio prac today~ see the paper le went blur. Lol~ kept stealing glances at peishi to see what she did. see le then do the same. hahaha~ it was bio cum cooking class. we chopped up a slice of potato and cucumber lols.. anyway. still blur abt the whole thing la~ ohya.. erm. received two cds today so.. thanks sizheng for ai qing he yue ost and kyle for f.i.r cd ! =) love ai qing he yue man. haha.. thanks alot ! ^^ got our class tshirt today too.. the back the words are a little small ba. but.. its okay la. then mrs kong say go design another class tshirt but this one she buy for all of us as a farewell gift. so sweet~ =) haha.. okay. jiayou for midyr everyone~ =)
