After a hurricane comes a rainbow :)
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Angela / Freda / Peishi / Peixuan / Sharon / Tongs
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i feel so exhausted, i cant take this any longer. this is killing me. ):
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if only you could give me that reason to live.
had phy consultation with mr chia from like 12+ to 5+. quite alot of 205 ppl went la hahah. oh well after being our CT for almost a year i guess i'll miss him after he leaves.. though i prefer group consultations with him instead of him teaching in class la hahah cause its more productive.
and omg i feel so drained now.. ): 2 days to promos. thats like so fast!! a while ago it was ms lai speaking to us during our mass compass period saying it was merely 2 mths to promos. now its 2 days. seriously i cant imagine what'll happen if i'm not promoted. )))):
alright i'm going over to vicky's house to camp tonight. jiayou everyone. (:
so do we live to mug or mug to live?
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from this day on, now and forever more
daily routine-d at cheryl's house today. i think this whole week the same group have been like mugging at each other's house la. haha mon it was mine, tues vicky's, wed junyi's, today cheryl's and tmr we're going to school for consultation.
this is like the 2nd time i'm studying so hard, if not harder. i cant believe how much one year can make a difference, the jump from o lvl syllabus to a lvl syllabus is so great la.
just let me promote please.. ):
Dreaming Of You - Selena
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up late and think of you and I wish on a star
That somewhere you are thinking of me too
'Cause I'm dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Wonder if you ever see me and I wonder if you
Know I'm there
If you looked in my eyes would you see what's inside
Would you even care
I just wanna hold you close but so far
All I have are dreams of you
So I wait for the day and the courage to say
How much I love you (Yes I do)
I'll dreaming of you tonight
'Til tomorrow I'll be holding you tight
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming about you and me
Late at night when all the world is sleeping
I stay up and think of you
And I still can't believe that
You came up to me and said
I love you
I love you too
Now I'm dreaming with you tonight
'Til tomorrow and for all of my life
And there's nowhere in the world I'd rather be
Than here in my room dreaming with you endlessly
old songs are always so nice. (:
studied again today. our daily routine for this week and next week. hahah. at junyi's house, from ard 11 plus to 7 plus. did 3 chaps+ of my maths tys. (:
time passes so fast.. we have like merely half of our study break left. and i feel abit drained liao. ): this is like the first time promotion is so scary. and its much worse than the Os can. im so afraid i cant get promoted.. how. ):
have been mugging continuously these two days. vicky, cheryl, shiyi, oscar and junyi came to my house to study yesterday. cheryl at 9am, vicky at 11, and the rest at ard 2 plus 3. studied all the way till the night, except for during lunch and dinner haha. cheryl left during dinner time, junyi and oscar left my house at ard 11pm and the girls decided to camp over at my house lol!
so i phy tys-ed for like 16 hours cause we studied all the way till 5am. but sadly i still havent done finish the whole 9 chaps of tys la haha. and to keep ourselves awake we went to buy snacks and redbull. hahaha. only during these kind of circumstances would studying be fun. (: lol! and so 3 of us had to wake up at ard 8am cause we had phy consultation in school at 10. anyw i think sleepovers are damn fun, no matter whether its your home or others'. haha.
consultation with mr chia. the journey to sch was damn funny la cause vicky brought her sleeping bag to my house and then she had to lug all her stuff to school today so it looked as if we were going camping. lol! then after the consultation we decided to go to vicky's house to study.. yet again. haha. yup so studied all the way to dinnertime afterwhich we went to parkway to have our dinner and now home sweet home. (: i miss my sleep. hahah.
i hate this life.
i hate everything.
i wish something would happen such that i can just go off and not live this life anymore.
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went to cut my hair in the morning cause my fringe was so long and irritating i couldnt stand it anymore. then popped by bibi's house for awhile since it was nearby. haven really talked to her in a longlong time la haha. so we talked and exchanged gossips for like ard 1 hour hahaha.
went off to meet vicky after that to study. studied phy today, did the thick thick stack of 3 school papers. and omg i cant even do last yr's mj phy promo paper la, how to do this yr's! die la. ):
met angela after that cause vicky had to go off for her tuition then we went to buy cheryl's bday pres. hahah we were like half buying and half shopping ourselves too la, so terrible can. everyone's like mugging and we're half shopping away. then i accompanied her to yio chu kang cause that dumb girl left her wallet on the bus which terminates at yio chu kang interchange. had dinner with her at J8 and we talked quite alot. haha i had like two friend-to-friend and gossip sessions today la.
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EVERYONE SO MEAN TODAY.
SO MEAN!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
studied at marine parade lib today with angela oscar and chunhan. from like 10am to 8pm, except for the period of time we went to have our lunch. i cant believe for the whole day i merely completed my maths promo revision paper and 3/4 of the maths revision paper la. angela worse, she spent 9 hours studying one topic. hahahah that retarded girl.
alright i shall go complete the remaining 1/4 of the maths paper alr. haha. jiayou everyone. (:
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how i wish..
i had rashes last night. cause i ate durians. lol! when i was young i wasnt at all allergic to durians or whatsoever then one day i had rashes after eating durians, so i stopped eating them for a period of time. after that i started eating them again and nothing happened until yesterday. at first i didnt know it was rashes la, i was like still telling jacob i was feeling damn itchy cause there were so many mosquitoes hahahha. and i looked so awful with rashes all over my body! damn itchy, i tell you. i'd rather have stomach cramps anytime.
so i woke up at the usual time this morning to see if i was able to go to school, and the rashes were all gone alr! (((: except my eyes which were still abit sore. i duno why rashes would make my eyes swell anyw. and the sore eyes stole away my double eye lids today la hahah. i look like some ugly creature without double eye lids can! but luckily my eyes recovered by the third period in school today. so yay. (: having rashes feel DAMNDAMNDAMN terrible la, at least for me. so.. i wont touch durians ever again. except until i lose the rashes experience feeling maybe. hahah.
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school was alright.. today's the end of an academic year. frm tmr onwards it'll be intensive mugging nonstop all the way till promos end. and promos is like in 9 days.
.. 9 DAYS.
how would i ever be able to make it through promos!?
i hate this life. ):
hehheh hoho heehee haha (:
our 夫妻相. hahaha.
MUG!
didnt go for the optional econs lecture this morning. wanted to go initially cause angela was asking me to go, then when i woke up i received an sms frm her saying that she wasnt going anymore so i went back to sleep for an hour more. hahah.
skipped the chem time trial as well, cause i didnt feel like staying back. so i asked cliff to help me take a copy of the paper hahah. then went to eat with those who skipped the time trial as well; vicky, chunhan, junyi, oscar and edmund. hahaha.
omg time is like passing damn fast, its like merely 12 days to promos la. im so deaddddd. ))):
sometimes things arent just what they seem to be.
sometimes we take a certain assumption for granted till eventually we realise the assumption isnt true afterall and we end up getting hurt by ourselves.
if only we could control our own destiny. oh well.
maybe it was all just wishful thinking on my part..
i shld wake up.
so we went to vicky's house today again.
today was quite productive, at least for me. (: i completed two half done zuo wen-s, waves assignment, gases revision, abit of differentiation tut and some maths tys. thats like so much compared to last week's 3 phy tys MCQs. hahaha.
and yay we finally pushed huiling into the pool today! like cause she kept pushing ppl in last week la haha. so 8 of us were pushed into the pool today. played in the pool for like an hour plus plus. then all of us went to bathe first before going to pongol nasi lemak to have our dinner cum supper cause it was like close to 10 alr. haha. love today. (:
this life is damn rubbish..
i dont even know what im living for.
born -> nursery -> kindergarten -> primary school -> PSLE -> sec school -> O lvls -> junior college -> A lvls -> university -> graduate -> work -> retire -> die.
SO NO LIFE CAN.
today.
econs time trial sucked.
phy SPA sucked as well.
went to Pariss for dinner with the 205 usuals after school today. (: cause today was supposedly the last day of student price, but in the end we realised it was tmr, but whatever la since we were there alr just eat lor.
today's dinner was damn funny. me and vicky kept laughing at everything, mostly nonsensical stuffs. hahaha. before that angela was telling me the black pepper crab was very nice and it was soft shelled, so when i was there i went to take it and i ate the shell down. then vicky and shiyi told me it wasnt soft shelled. and they were like all laughing cause i swallowed the shell la. then the sushi had a layer of cling wrap(plastic) wrapped ard it, i think to be hygiene, and junyi swallowed it all down without realising there was plastic. like omgg. and the length of plastic was damn long can! hahaha.
anyw im damn damn full now. i think i've just put on a few kgs. hahahah.
and my comp revived! (((: thanks to my dear brother who got rid of the dumb virus and did everything for me. hahah. ((:
i hate it when things die on me. ):
my old comp and my old cam died.
my bike died once. my iPod died on me for a day.
now? my comp is temporary dead. cause of some duno what system what error duno what thing.
and it sucks. )):
now i realise how addicted i am to my comp and the internet.
i damn sad now la. =((((((((((((((((((((
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a smile from you would make my day.
happy birthday ANGELA! (:
me, vicky and cheryl shared to buy her a necklace and a pair of dangling earrings, and with the class we bought a huge elmo for her. the elmo super cute la. (: i want the cookie monster! muahaha. and then we asked mr wong to bring the elmo to class to give it to angela during his period.. damn funny la he. haha.
anyw hope you like the presents my dearest heehee! love you. (:
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i feel damn tired today. ):
if only you knew...
school's reopening tmr..
im so not looking forward.
=(((((((
3 weeks left to promos.
and i dont feel ready at all.
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its the 10th of september once again..
last year's 10sept was a very nice day. (:
its been a year. time really flies.
and i think i shld put it all behind me alr.
though you'll always be someone impt to me. (:
went to vicky's house to study today.
super unsuccessful!
reached there, saw vicky and chunhan playing o2jam so i went to play as well. did abit of physics. cycled out with some others to buy lunch back. ate. conspired with the rest to push chunhan into vicky's swimming pool.
in the end chunhan oscar vicky and shiyi all got pushed in hahaha. sadly me huiling and amanda couldnt play in the pool la. ): because because. you know. (: haha. then junyi came. pushed him in as well. and huiling kept pushing ppl into the pool after they got out of the pool alr la haha.
slacked awhile at the pool area. waited for the wet ppl to bathe, then we went off earlier cause vicky was going for dinner with her family.
dinner at east coast park, the lagoon. 5 of us were like squeezing in the back seats of junyi's car la haha. then we decided to treat junyi cause its like he always drives us here and there and i think he sent us home quite many times also la. so yup haha. planned to cycle after that, but the bicycle shops were closed alr and we had to walk super long to the next nearest one, so we didnt in the end. and he sent us home again. we're like super ma fan la haha.. thanks again anyway. (:
went out with my retards today. (:
to queensway first cause peishi wanted to buy bag, but didnt buy it in the end la haha. then we went to orchard.. walked and walked. my legs damn suan now hahah. and once again my wallet's emptyyy. im like so broke. ):
but anyw today was great haha. love the both of them to bits. (((: we wanted to buy smth common together and in the end we bought some damn cute and retarded wormy keychain. we even named them! fengmei's worm, peishi's wormie and mine's wormimie. haha.
and on a random note, today is the only day out of the sept hols that i didnt touch my books at all, as well as the only day i woke up late. hahaha.
(:
fm always spoils the photo by giving a retarded expression la. haha.
cam whores trying clothes and fm trying to spoil the photo again. lol!
we met joyce at taka! haha.
worm, wormie, wormimie. (((: dumb fm went to make her worm act cute.
and we took neoprints! the last time we took it together was like damn long ago la haha.
love. (:
me and cheryl went to the lib first this morning. we reached the study lounge at 905am and it was alr full la! like wth. 5 mins only can! so kns la lol. so we decided to camp outside the lib which opens at 10am hahah. and when it was approaching 10 there was like a huge crowd outside the lib waiting for it to open can! like damn kiasu, great singapore sale also never like that la hahaha. so yay we had proper seats and tables today. (:
vicky, oscar and junyi came later on and we studied till ard 6, then we went to meet chunhan and cliff for dinner. didnt feel like going home after that, so junyi, cliff, vicky and i went to east coast park cause cliff wanted to go there. it was supposed to be relaxing, but somehow the mood wasnt there. the atmosphere was damn weird and uncomfortable la haha. oh well vicky knows. (: alright.. im like so dead tired alr.
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what if it was just me all along...
went to study today with the 205 usuals at the national library.
we were planning to go at 10am cause the lib opens at 10am, but some were late and we ended up reaching at ard 1020am and guess what? no more seats! at all. lol. so we sat on the floor with the cushion seats as our table. anyw studying at a lib is much more conducive than anywhere else cause its so quiet and you wouldnt talk so much and you'll study. this goes out to ppl with little motivation to start studying, people like myself hahaha.
then at ard 4 plus some of us were suffering frm backaches alr so we decided to move to the coffee bean at bugis. studied till ard 7, then me, vicky, cheryl, amanda, chunhan, oscar and junyi caught the devil wears prada. we smuggled long john silvers' inside and it was a damn funny sight la the way we were trying to stuff the many combo boxes into our bags and trying to cover our food with jackets, hurrily cause we were alr late for our show. lol! anyw the movie was not bad, though we missed abit of the beginning. (: arcade-d after that till 11 plus then we went home.
and i was like watching tv frm the time i got home till 1, cause there were repeats of today's episodes of healing hands III and central affairs. haha i love scv! cause there are manymanymany repeats. ((: and im going to sleep now cause im going to be at the lib at 9am tmr cause the study lounge opens at 9 and we seriously need proper seats and tables haha. so yup good night! (:
i'm tired.
had maths remedial in the morning.
followed by lunch at mac in which we planned to study after that.
but cheryl brought her high school musical vcd and weijie wanted to watch it.
the whole bunch of us went to junyi's house.
didnt watch it in the end cause his vcd player was spoilt or something.
so we made a din in his home.
cause everyone was anyhow playing his musical instruments.
and drum set + piano + guitar = super x10^infinity noisy.
so noisy till if i was his neighbour i would definitely complain man.
didnt study much in the end. ):
had fun though. (:
thats all. i shld study tmr. i must! bye.
i hereby declare that kam huiling from 06S205 is completely insane. i think she just escaped frm IMH la hahaha.
the few of us met up again today and went to vicky's house. watched that super lameo show spring hospital again.. but today's episode wasnt that funny la, compared to last sat's. and omg vicky's house is damn damn damn nice! though the outside of it looks like an igloo hahahahah. but inside is damn nice and big can! she has a swimming pool too and we pushed vicky and shiyi inside hahaha.
after the show we studied for abit till ard evening, then huiling went siao la. i was playing Stress with her, then i 'stressed!' her with a huge pile of cards then she turned insane. cards and cushions were thrown ard and flying everything towards one another la hahaha. and huiling was acting like a total lunatic, throwing and screaming damn loud at the same time, and her facial expression really looks as if she's luny can. derrick video-d it lol! siao char bo la. then the music that cliff was playing on the piano damn suits the atmosphere can lol! i think huiling go whose house also will dao3 luan4 la, last week chunhan's and today vicky's, i wouldnt be surprised if their parents 'ban' her frm going to their houses again la hahaha.
then the few of us rode bikes to pizza hut to have our dinner while junyi drove derrick and cliff cause there wasnt enough bikes. and huiling kept giving her machine gun laughter la hahaha. omg la i seriously think she's mad. as in SERIOUSLY! lol! after that we exchanged our forms of transportation lol! cause derrick wanted to cycle so the few of them cycled back to vicky's and junyi drove me, afterwhich he sent us home again. thanks! haha. (((:
yesterday was a great great day. =)
started off with the teachers' day celebrations in the morning.. had aces day dance before the performances. sadly i only watched one or two items cause of house comm stuffs. after that distributed all the presents to the teachers first.. we got a striped shirt for mr chia. (: hahaha.
after that went back to mjr together with peishi.. 2/3 of 4fo5 went back as well. i still miss mjr food! so yum la. haha.. then we all chatted with mrs kong in the canteen till ard 2. miss her man.
peishi and fengmei came over to my house after that, and we cam whored till siao. so retarded can hahah. anyw i love them to bits. they're the most retarded best friends anyone could ask for. (((: hahahah.
then met back with part of 205 for dinner. ard 11 ppl went, the usuals; me, cheryl, vicky, huiyi, huiling, amanda, shiyi, chunhan, junyi, oscar and cliff. initially wanted to eat at taka Pariss cause shiyi wanted to go there eat and there was student price at taka, but in the end the student price also damn ex, so ate at Breeks instead. then we went to watch lovewrecked. but only left with me, vicky, shiyi and the guys. the movie not bad la. damn funny. hahaha. ended at ard close to midnight then junyi drove a few of us home. chunhan was saying junyi damn valuable la cause he can drive us home no matter how late it is hahaha.
love 205, love 4fo5, love house comm, love the babes. ((((:
atlas hc. (:
205 with mr chia and mr wong.
and mr ng.
pierre.
we look retarded..
fm wanted to take an unglam shot of me but i reacted fast so it was nice afterall hahah.
us in the cab.
nice nice. (:
these are like the more normal shots.
and so we began acting dumb.
this is like the dumbest and most retarded shot la haha.
love. (:
and before i forget, HAPPY TEACHERS DAY!! (:
