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:S / Tuesday, March 29, 2011 @ 3:51 PM
So BB (some company) called and asked if I was free to talk and I said yes and bammm they gave me an impromptu mini phone interview on the spot. Like omg I haven't even done any research or prepared for anything!! Luckily I knew what they did and stuffs if not byebye but still I think it's byebye 'cause she paused for quite a bit as if she was waiting for me to speak but what's there to say after she explained the whole program and department to me!? Weirddd. But anyw what's more weird is that I'm not even sure what I want; half of me hopes I get through this stupid screen but the other half hopes not. Or maybe it's best not to think abt it at all 'cause what's mine will be mine. I hope?
So BB (some company) called and asked if I was free to talk and I said yes and bammm they gave me an impromptu mini phone interview on the spot. Like omg I haven't even done any research or prepared for anything!! Luckily I knew what they did and stuffs if not byebye but still I think it's byebye 'cause she paused for quite a bit as if she was waiting for me to speak but what's there to say after she explained the whole program and department to me!? Weirddd. But anyw what's more weird is that I'm not even sure what I want; half of me hopes I get through this stupid screen but the other half hopes not. Or maybe it's best not to think abt it at all 'cause what's mine will be mine. I hope?
♥ / Thursday, March 24, 2011 @ 2:16 PM
So glad I found you :)
And what a cute pic hehe! ♥
So glad I found you :)
And what a cute pic hehe! ♥
to my Rs / Tuesday, March 22, 2011 @ 1:16 AM
cheer up roomies! ♥♥
cheer up roomies! ♥♥
Beautiful like the... / Wednesday, March 16, 2011 @ 9:20 PM
Honey bunch sugar plum / Sunday, March 13, 2011 @ 8:44 PM
Went out w the Bf today! So long since we last went out; we always stay home to nua hahaha. Anyw finally had our long awaited i ♥ taimei!
Ordered a Selina but I thought it wasn't very nice; milk tea was alright only too :( shall stick to Koi & Eskimo! :)
Shopped ard for a while after that before heading for dinner (which was our 2nd main purpose) @ Greenhouse Cafe :) the setting was v sweet with swing seats hehe. Only two tables had it though but we managed to get it 'cause we went early :D anyw food was not bad, I lovee my steak! First bite was damn heavenly but it went down after that don't know why :S it got damn tough towards the middle and it was kinda bloody so :S :S :S I prefer the steak at Jerry's BBQ & Grill at Jalan Kayu damn super duper shioksss the meat damn tender! :) headed home soon after 'cause he had work to do and so did I :( suckss.
My sirloin!
His lamb which I didn't really fancy.
Anyw good day today :) lovesss hehe ♥
Went out w the Bf today! So long since we last went out; we always stay home to nua hahaha. Anyw finally had our long awaited i ♥ taimei!
Ordered a Selina but I thought it wasn't very nice; milk tea was alright only too :( shall stick to Koi & Eskimo! :)
Shopped ard for a while after that before heading for dinner (which was our 2nd main purpose) @ Greenhouse Cafe :) the setting was v sweet with swing seats hehe. Only two tables had it though but we managed to get it 'cause we went early :D anyw food was not bad, I lovee my steak! First bite was damn heavenly but it went down after that don't know why :S it got damn tough towards the middle and it was kinda bloody so :S :S :S I prefer the steak at Jerry's BBQ & Grill at Jalan Kayu damn super duper shioksss the meat damn tender! :) headed home soon after 'cause he had work to do and so did I :( suckss.
My sirloin!
His lamb which I didn't really fancy.
Anyw good day today :) lovesss hehe ♥
:))))) / Saturday, March 12, 2011 @ 3:53 PM
One of the best things in life.
Roomies love max! ♥♥♥
One of the best things in life.
Roomies love max! ♥♥♥
FYP / Wednesday, March 09, 2011 @ 9:19 PM
Ohman finally finished collecting all the stock prices for all the div dates for all my 25 companies. Torturing process like super :S Next step: Vlookup them and SPSS them and CAR them. Zzz max. Sometimes I wish I was an Accountancy student just 'cause they need not do FYP haha but I think I'll just die in there.
Okayyy time to jog to burn some fats :)
Ohman finally finished collecting all the stock prices for all the div dates for all my 25 companies. Torturing process like super :S Next step: Vlookup them and SPSS them and CAR them. Zzz max. Sometimes I wish I was an Accountancy student just 'cause they need not do FYP haha but I think I'll just die in there.
Okayyy time to jog to burn some fats :)
Expected / Tuesday, March 08, 2011 @ 4:28 PM
All my life I've been expected of to do things.
Expected to be a good obedient daughter.
Expected to join Girl Guides.
Expected to date only good bois.
Expected to get good grades.
Expected to go to Junior College.
Expected to go to University.
Expected to study a course that places prospects before interest.
Expected to be a wonderful perfect girlfriend.
Expected to have all skills and capabilities before I even get considered for an interview.
Expected to be thin, good looking and intelligent.
Expected to understand when I'm not being understood.
Fact is, I want to be a good daughter but I don't like the way I'm brought up. I hate Girl Guides like super. I like to date bad boys once in a while. I hate having to study so hard just 'cause I'm not as clever. I hate being unsupported when I had thoughts of going to poly, or NAFA to study fashion, or majoring in Psychology instead of Business. I don't like changing myself to be what others want me to be or do. I hate being so dumb in NBS that I'm still stuck at a Second Lower and struggling real hard to find a job. I hate trying to accept all these things life has put me through 'cause why should I try to live up to everyone's expectations they're not what I want at all. Has anyone bothered to ask what I really want or how I want to live my life?
No. They just keep expecting more.
All my life I've been expected of to do things.
Expected to be a good obedient daughter.
Expected to join Girl Guides.
Expected to date only good bois.
Expected to get good grades.
Expected to go to Junior College.
Expected to go to University.
Expected to study a course that places prospects before interest.
Expected to be a wonderful perfect girlfriend.
Expected to have all skills and capabilities before I even get considered for an interview.
Expected to be thin, good looking and intelligent.
Expected to understand when I'm not being understood.
Fact is, I want to be a good daughter but I don't like the way I'm brought up. I hate Girl Guides like super. I like to date bad boys once in a while. I hate having to study so hard just 'cause I'm not as clever. I hate being unsupported when I had thoughts of going to poly, or NAFA to study fashion, or majoring in Psychology instead of Business. I don't like changing myself to be what others want me to be or do. I hate being so dumb in NBS that I'm still stuck at a Second Lower and struggling real hard to find a job. I hate trying to accept all these things life has put me through 'cause why should I try to live up to everyone's expectations they're not what I want at all. Has anyone bothered to ask what I really want or how I want to live my life?
No. They just keep expecting more.
Hmmm / @ 3:38 PM
Just read a friend's blog and realized that the period of time I stopped blogging made me lose my ability to express my feelings freely. A bit at least. And it's reinforced by the fact that I write in here less and less; maybe cause I stay in hall and when there're people ard me I can't seem to unleash my inner thoughts and emotions as freely. Guess you'd feel more deeply when you're alone.
Anyw was just thinking abt how people want things they don't have and when they have it they'd compare it with others' and wish they had what they perceive as the better one. The grass is always greener on the other side - how true. Don't deny I'm one of them sometimes which suckzz cause the fact that I wish I was happier doesn't make me happier. Or luckier or brainier or prettier.
Just read a friend's blog and realized that the period of time I stopped blogging made me lose my ability to express my feelings freely. A bit at least. And it's reinforced by the fact that I write in here less and less; maybe cause I stay in hall and when there're people ard me I can't seem to unleash my inner thoughts and emotions as freely. Guess you'd feel more deeply when you're alone.
Anyw was just thinking abt how people want things they don't have and when they have it they'd compare it with others' and wish they had what they perceive as the better one. The grass is always greener on the other side - how true. Don't deny I'm one of them sometimes which suckzz cause the fact that I wish I was happier doesn't make me happier. Or luckier or brainier or prettier.
Week 6 / Sunday, March 06, 2011 @ 12:18 AM
School's becoming damnnn hectic :( 801 quiz coming mon, 324 quiz every 3 weeks, 322 case to submit every week, stupid fyp pulling me down and the zzz-ness of finding a job. Lotsss of things to do but don't feel like doing them at all :(
One more week to recess when I can finally take a small lil breather. And I need some motivation other than food. :S
School's becoming damnnn hectic :( 801 quiz coming mon, 324 quiz every 3 weeks, 322 case to submit every week, stupid fyp pulling me down and the zzz-ness of finding a job. Lotsss of things to do but don't feel like doing them at all :(
One more week to recess when I can finally take a small lil breather. And I need some motivation other than food. :S
