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Angela / Freda / Peishi / Peixuan / Sharon / Tongs
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/ Saturday, May 30, 2009 @ 11:49 PM
in case everyone thinks i've become an emo nemo girl im here to say no im notttt cant someone just have emo periods sometimes. haha.
have been heading out every single day this week except today which left me really superduper bored to the max at home with absolutely nth to do ): alright i regret a teenyweenybit not going for trial camp today haha.
have been shopping alot (4 tops and 2 dresses in 2 days zxzx) and icecream-ing alot (4-5 consecutive days) which leaves me broke and having a sore throat now omg ha but superrrrrr satisfied w all the outings :) :)
bought a $69 miss selfridge casual dress and i swear im not gonna buy anymore new clothes for one more month!! but its kinda hard cause thats when GSS starts and m)phosis is having a hugeee sale now urghurghurghhhhhh. and what if mango asks me to work i'll guarantee plus chop buy smth. alright i know. the swear's not valid IF i get a job okay since that'll be able to finance my shoppingsss hahahah.
♥ roomie! :) and nope i didnt perm my hair as much as i want to ha.
in case everyone thinks i've become an emo nemo girl im here to say no im notttt cant someone just have emo periods sometimes. haha.
have been heading out every single day this week except today which left me really superduper bored to the max at home with absolutely nth to do ): alright i regret a teenyweenybit not going for trial camp today haha.
have been shopping alot (4 tops and 2 dresses in 2 days zxzx) and icecream-ing alot (4-5 consecutive days) which leaves me broke and having a sore throat now omg ha but superrrrrr satisfied w all the outings :) :)
bought a $69 miss selfridge casual dress and i swear im not gonna buy anymore new clothes for one more month!! but its kinda hard cause thats when GSS starts and m)phosis is having a hugeee sale now urghurghurghhhhhh. and what if mango asks me to work i'll guarantee plus chop buy smth. alright i know. the swear's not valid IF i get a job okay since that'll be able to finance my shoppingsss hahahah.
♥ roomie! :) and nope i didnt perm my hair as much as i want to ha.
/ Thursday, May 28, 2009 @ 10:47 PM
sometimes i wonder why we love the people who dont appreciate us and not cherish the ppl whom loves us?
i've always thought that just because someone mistreats you doesnt mean that you have to treat him bad too and just because you do smth nice for someone doesnt mean that he has to treat you nice in return.
but there's a limit to everything i guess. cant we all be nice to one another with no strings attached.
ohwell its alright its just the beginning. it'll all get better in time.
sometimes i wonder why we love the people who dont appreciate us and not cherish the ppl whom loves us?
i've always thought that just because someone mistreats you doesnt mean that you have to treat him bad too and just because you do smth nice for someone doesnt mean that he has to treat you nice in return.
but there's a limit to everything i guess. cant we all be nice to one another with no strings attached.
ohwell its alright its just the beginning. it'll all get better in time.
/ @ 12:27 AM
guess its all kinda obvious now, that you didnt really meant what you said. words without action are all just.. empty talk. but then again i guess it doesnt really matter anymore. well what more can i do or say. its been really tiring and i've had enough.
guess its all kinda obvious now, that you didnt really meant what you said. words without action are all just.. empty talk. but then again i guess it doesnt really matter anymore. well what more can i do or say. its been really tiring and i've had enough.
/ Sunday, May 24, 2009 @ 4:12 PM
wj sent me this song and i feel its so appt now. fits so well w everything.
wj sent me this song and i feel its so appt now. fits so well w everything.
Starts With Goodbye - Carrie Underwood
I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.
I was sitting on my doorstep,
I hung up the phone and it fell out of my hand,
But I knew I had to do it,
And he wouldn't understand,
So hard to see myself without him,
I felt a piece of my heart break,
But when you're standing at a crossroad,
There's a choice you gotta make.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
I know there's a blue horizon,
Somewhere up ahead, just waiting for me,
Getting there means leaving things behind,
Sometimes life's so bitter sweet.
I guess it's gonna have to hurt,
I guess I'm gonna have to cry,
And let go of some things I've loved,
To get to the other side,
I guess it's gonna break me down,
Like falling when you try to fly,
It's sad, but sometimes moving on with the rest of your life,
Starts with goodbye.
Time, time heals,
The wounds that you feel,
Somehow, right now.
/ @ 3:23 AM
not yet but come one day it'll be.
Over You - Daughtry
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
-
Now that it's all said and done,
I can't believe you were the one
To build me up and tear me down,
Like an old abandoned house.
What you said when you left
Just left me cold and out of breath.
I fell too far, was in way too deep.
Guess I let you get the best of me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
You took a hammer to these walls,
Dragged the memories down the hall,
Packed your bags and walked away.
There was nothing I could say.
And when you slammed the front door shut,
A lot of others opened up,
So did my eyes so I could see
That you never were the best for me.
Well, I never saw it coming.
I should've started running
A long, long time ago.
And I never thought I'd doubt you,
I'm better off without you
More than you, more than you know.
I'm slowly getting closure.
I guess it's really over.
I'm finally getting better.
And now I'm picking up the pieces.
I'm spending all of these years
Putting my heart back together.
'Cause the day I thought I'd never get through,
I got over you.
-
not yet but come one day it'll be.
/ Friday, May 22, 2009 @ 4:48 PM
tioman.
day 1 was spent nua-ing in our room which seemed rather small at first but soon we became used to it and i thought it was quite cosy. :) bridge, daidee, heart attack (!!), mahjong. (luckily peixuan brought mini mj tiles! :D)
day 2 was snorkelling dayyyyyy. didnt really dare to go down at first cause i couldnt swim haha but of course i did. and omg the amount of fishes there were. esp at the marine cove (i think?) where we literally swam w the fishes haha can like just catch and eat pls. i love the rainbow fish!! :) :) too bad my cam's not waterproof. ):
and omg there were so many stars at night!! or rather that night only. me and px just laid on the beach gazing at the stars for an hour or so whilst the guys were using the internet. uncountable pls think there were hundredsss. so pretty :) too bad the shooting star didnt come or else everything would have been really perfect :D
it was drinking night too! bought sheridan's to drink while playing cards haha. and i got reeaaallly high but NOPE i wasnt drunk okay tskkkk wj and hy. shld thank me for providing you all entertainment w my high acts. hahaha.
day 3 was kinda ruined cause me and px couldnt wake up for bfast so the guys went and came back to sleep and all of us slept till 2pm omggg. wanted to go to the waterfall place but it was alr so late so abit bo hua. and we didnt really felt like kayaking cause felt super nua. (sorry wj ): ):)
in e end we settled down on the beach picking seashells (many pretty ones!), exploring and eventually going into the sea haha it was quite shallow though we were alr miles away frm the shore. super shuang. :) :)
day 4 was home sweet home. didnt really felt like leaving cause it's so stress free over there ): i wana live there too. everyday so nua just slack and chill. haha. i miss it alr ohwellsss.
overall the trip was good :) food was alright (i wana drink nestum iceee), company was more than great. :) just that we didnt manage to go to the waterfall and didnt bring enough entertainment. but still loves :)
see fb for more photos! :)
tioman.
day 1 was spent nua-ing in our room which seemed rather small at first but soon we became used to it and i thought it was quite cosy. :) bridge, daidee, heart attack (!!), mahjong. (luckily peixuan brought mini mj tiles! :D)
day 2 was snorkelling dayyyyyy. didnt really dare to go down at first cause i couldnt swim haha but of course i did. and omg the amount of fishes there were. esp at the marine cove (i think?) where we literally swam w the fishes haha can like just catch and eat pls. i love the rainbow fish!! :) :) too bad my cam's not waterproof. ):
and omg there were so many stars at night!! or rather that night only. me and px just laid on the beach gazing at the stars for an hour or so whilst the guys were using the internet. uncountable pls think there were hundredsss. so pretty :) too bad the shooting star didnt come or else everything would have been really perfect :D
it was drinking night too! bought sheridan's to drink while playing cards haha. and i got reeaaallly high but NOPE i wasnt drunk okay tskkkk wj and hy. shld thank me for providing you all entertainment w my high acts. hahaha.
day 3 was kinda ruined cause me and px couldnt wake up for bfast so the guys went and came back to sleep and all of us slept till 2pm omggg. wanted to go to the waterfall place but it was alr so late so abit bo hua. and we didnt really felt like kayaking cause felt super nua. (sorry wj ): ):)
in e end we settled down on the beach picking seashells (many pretty ones!), exploring and eventually going into the sea haha it was quite shallow though we were alr miles away frm the shore. super shuang. :) :)
day 4 was home sweet home. didnt really felt like leaving cause it's so stress free over there ): i wana live there too. everyday so nua just slack and chill. haha. i miss it alr ohwellsss.
overall the trip was good :) food was alright (i wana drink nestum iceee), company was more than great. :) just that we didnt manage to go to the waterfall and didnt bring enough entertainment. but still loves :)
see fb for more photos! :)
/ Thursday, May 21, 2009 @ 10:50 PM
sometimes ignorance is bliss.
i just wish i wasnt so curious abt every little thing.
*
anyw im backkkk. shall blog abt tioman tmr. :)
sometimes ignorance is bliss.
i just wish i wasnt so curious abt every little thing.
*
anyw im backkkk. shall blog abt tioman tmr. :)
/ Sunday, May 17, 2009 @ 3:09 PM
off to tioman frm tmr till thurs!
cant wait :D :D though im damn lazy to start packing zxzxzx.
till then ppl! :)
off to tioman frm tmr till thurs!
cant wait :D :D though im damn lazy to start packing zxzxzx.
till then ppl! :)
/ Thursday, May 07, 2009 @ 3:06 AM
if only things can so easily be given up. especially things that you like.
but sometimes the things you like aint really what you need or want.
so whats the pt of holding on to it.
if you're better off without it, maybe you shld just let go.
if only things can so easily be given up. especially things that you like.
but sometimes the things you like aint really what you need or want.
so whats the pt of holding on to it.
if you're better off without it, maybe you shld just let go.
/ Wednesday, May 06, 2009 @ 1:14 AM
shld i feel happy or disappointed.
cause i dont know what im feeling right now.
shld i feel happy or disappointed.
cause i dont know what im feeling right now.
/ Sunday, May 03, 2009 @ 6:33 PM
stop being so silly you stupid girl.
stop being so silly you stupid girl.
